MYE/PRELIM 1 over. The first wave made a massive hit on me. I doubt I can relax after knowing how hard the papers could be.

It was ok for science even though I had trouble revising. I had a problem with fermentation. Lol. My foundation for Physics isn't stable yet. I've still got holes that I've yet to patch up. Chemistry? I've been struggling. If I'm lucky, I can think logically, and if not, screw me. I've somewhat grasped the main basics as shown in a book I bought. I've yet to grasp the basics of other topics. Argh!! Gonna be a rush!!

Maths was a major turn down. Disappointed myself knowing that I found the paper very difficult. Blame myself for not practicing enough. I skipped a lot of questions. That was what she taught us right? hahaha. Skipped loh!! wek wek. haha

I don't even know my English results yet. Let's just hope that it's decent. If not, I'll practice on my summary and of course my favourite, composition.

What about my selected subject, D&T? I'm not sure myself. However, from what I can tell, I need papers from Mr Lau especially, to practice on.

Combined humanities was a disaster! I didn't even remember the contents really well. SS was the most disastrous paper ever. 20/50. 20 for SBQ. Not bad for that. Cheers. At least I know what to do when it comes to SBQ.I can't be complacent though. All I need to do now is to study the contents and to do more practices.
Geography was indescribable. Almost the same as SS, only I did study for the contents and understood a little of what I wrote. Still, I doubt the results will help me pass CH. I'll prolly get below 30 for geog. WTF. Ahhhh.... gotta work hard la.

I heard from other O level-ers from last year that preliminary papers they sat for were harder than when they sat for their O levels. I can't be complacent. I just need to work hard for the second wave of exams, the second prelim papers.

I used to stand out when I was taking the N levels. O levels seems like a whole different level. No, it doesn't SEEM like it, it already and really is off a different level. I feel so lowly. I feel as if the whole world has turned away from me, leaving me to unleash another bright light so that they'll turn back at me. Have I been slacking too much? IDK. Maybe, probably. I'm feeling as low as dirt right now or maybe I'm just exaggerating? IDK. Whatever it is, I've got my goals and I'll pursue it.

So prelim 2's coming and I'm not looking forward to it YET. Gonna prepare for it.

The second wave's coming. Another war is about to dawn and set light upon my secondary school life. Soon, the real war starts.
When the time comes, I, Muhammad Azmi Bin Samad, will rise to the occasion, and come back victorious and receive my results dressed up to the nines. Whoa seyy...cool right? lol.

You see, I'm trying my best to make a path for me to escape. I'm taking this advantage to escape from whatever shit I'm facing now. I'm also trying my best to make myself 'the' escape. C'mon, I'll take mi amor with me. Can? Lol.

I gtg now then. =)
Thank you for reading.

Let me face them with you.
When you feel like running, run into my arms.
You feel like talking and letting things out, I'm here.
I'll listen closely, intently.
Whenever you feel like crying, my shoulders are always here.
I'll always be there, in any form of support.
I'll be your escape.
I told you before, I'll even be a punching bag.
Don't let me go, mi amor.

Con amor, Azmi.
Spanish eiii. hahahahaha
사랑해요 ...korean??