Ever felt stupid??
Stupid of waiting, and hoping but you know you shudn't but you can't?
Knowing that it's out of reach, you'd still wait??
Have you ever??
I have, and it feels like shit I tell you.
The greatest pain of all is to not have, and to lose and to let go.

Haha! That was totally random. No worries. I said those out of boredom and jest.
Didn't mean a single thing. Believe me, I'm lying. LOL!

It's 530 in the morning, and haven't slept at all.
Why?
My brother, 'Caffeine' here is keeping me awake. I've got a bad headache now too.
Can't continue studying. Hope I'll be ok for the paper later.

Seriously IDK what to blog about.
Yes, things do bother me the more O levels are nearing. Somehow I'm worried about the O levels, somehow, I'm just worried about the outcome and the aftermath of my efforts. Will my efforts all go down the drain? Will I not get what I want?

Whatever it is, I don't want to get FFFFF'd. XD

Anyway, wth? I kena shoo-ed by Ain early in the morning?? XD!!!

Ok ok ciao!!