Saturday, September 19, 2009
It's sad, that the month of Ramadhan, the fasting month, has passed.
I feel it, the sadness, however not in the past.
I feel it now, thanks to some enlightenment.
Now, I feel the joy of Raya as well.
Seeing how my mom is stressed over the delicacies.
How my parents an brothers pester me to buy clothes, -.-'''
I'd like to spend, but I'd like to save too.
It's not like my parents have such fortunate and a load of income.
It's not like my bros contribute, but hey, alhamdulillah.
Things aren't as bad.
I do pray for all things, life especially, to be better in every way;
for those whom I love and cherish,
friends whom I've had a crazy and wonderful time with,
family for longevity,
for the better in the last day of our lives,
and lastly, for myself.
It's a joyful day today, and so I pray for all, to really, be happy.
Be happy with what we have, take what we've lost as a challenge,
take every new hills in our lives as stairs to God, to a higher knowledge,
to a better life so that such undesired events won't happen again as God will guide us in every way, for he Loves us. Dia lah yang Maha Penyayang.
So I wish for everyone, yet facing hardship, to be happy on such an eventful night, and day. Smiles is what I want to see, new resolutions to be made and to be heard, the feel of living, the motivation.
Tonight, whatever sins, as a sinner, as a liar,as someone who have hurt you emotionally and physically, whatever sins I have made, to you, to my friends, to my loves, please forgive my wrongdoings.
And so to all, BE HAPPY ALWAYS,
and, SELAMAT HARI RAYA MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN.maafkan ku...jika aku tinggalkan kasihmu malam itu..
maafkan ku...jika aku perlu pergi lagi..
maafkan ku...sebab aku masih menyayangi mu.
maafkan ku...bila aku kata awak mengada rakan2 mu yang lain yang kisah tersangat kepada awak.
maafkan ...kerna itu mungkin salah satu sebab aku menyelesapkan diri daripada hidupmu satu hari nanti.
maafkan ...jika aku berkepala batu.
maafkan ku...untuk banyak lagi yang aku telah melakukan untuk membuat awak berasa tidak selesa, tidak berasa tenang, membuat awak sakit hati hari itu.
Aku harap awak bergembira selalu, dan sentiasa berdiri kuat terhadap gunung-ganang hidup ini.
Allah s.a.w akan selalu bersama mu, sentiasa jika aku pergi.
Sayangku terhadap mu, tidak akan lesap, dan tidak akan ku tanam.
Selamat Hari Raya..Maaf Zahir Dan Batin..
Blink 11:30 PM
I'm gone