As I look around, I see an empire around people.
Almost similarly pictured as above.
By an empire I mean, I see people who knows what they want.
People who actually catches quickly and knows what to do.
People who already have things at hand in the first place.
People who can actually have a future, bright, depending on how tall it is.

I see shadows, big and strong, overwhelming others.
I then see nothing of that sort on my turf.
Mine was all black; figure-less.
It's true, all of them overwhelms mine so it seems.
It seems like, people, there will always be people who are better than me,
but somehow, I see no light to at least let my figure shine.
I'm unable to loom over another presence and intimidate them.
It seems like, I meet these people almost everyday..
Not almost exactly but, practically everyday.

My empire that I've built somehow won't go higher.
Where did I go wrong?
Was I always so clumsy?
How can I not notice my mistakes and take it ever so lightly?

That's it.
I'm taking it apart, piece by piece.
Every single part of me, I'll take it apart.
I've had enough coffee breaks.
It's time I unlock this door to a higher empire.
I'm tearing it apart.